Beauty & Meaning

It's not in the lightnings. It's not in the firecrackers and fireworks. It's not in the melodious carols. It's not about travelling miles to visit friends. It's not about the delicious meals. It's not about the fun and gifts. It's not about the fancy clothings and wears. It's beyond the periphery of human engagements. Christmas Is all about love. Christmas Is about love to all. Christmas Is empty, without love. @Toobrightanthony

A time of caring. For friends and strangers. A time for loving. Family and others. A time of creating memories. Filled with sweet stories. A time for sharing. Gifts and warmth. A time fir singing. Lovely melodies and carols. A time for Christmas. For all and sundry. @Toobrightanthony  

Lost soul. Wandering about. Destination unknown. He can't find a place  To call his home. The tunnel is bleak. His path his dark Yet he is seeking for hope. To end his sorrows. Still he can't find. The journey is far. The road is bad. His burden his hard. He is always sad. He give up now. Lost soul. Don't give up. Always show up. Soon you will find. The joy you deserve.   © Toobrightanthony 

Dry my tears. Heal my heart. Give me love. That all desire. Hold my hands. Hug me tight. Kiss my lips . Feel my soul. look into my eyes. See my fears. Fill my heart. With the love you give. let's lay together. Unclad and unshamed. Making love. That connects Our soul. ©️Toobrightanthony 

It cannot be captured in a snapshot. Neither can it be expressed in a day. It's a season that stretches through years. That brings back pleasant memories.  As we create new ones. It's in the untethered love that we express. And the gifts we exchange with everyone. It's in the warm hugs that we exchange And the merry and melodies that comes with it. The beauty of Christmas is in many shades. Because humans are in different specs. @Toobrightanthony 

Share your gifts. Great or little. Show kindness. It's noble. Visits friends and family. It's cool. Have fun. It's profitable. Wear a smile. it's beautiful. Express gratitude.  It's a virtue.  The season is onto us. A season to be cheerful. © Toobrightanthony 

They take all from you. Leaving you high and dry. They always come to you. When in need and in trials. Always taking without replenishing. Not Leaving till you're finished. Leaving you empty when they are gone. They take everything without giving none. Superficial emotions to grasp your attention. Plastic love without affection.  Energy drainers aren't friends. Keep them away , they don't care.

Afraid to look yourself in the mirror. You ignore your inner child. You can't stand your presence. You're afraid of being alone. The voice in your head. Keeps telling you trash. You aren't happy alone. You can't forgive yourself. But easily forgive others. You love others. You loathe yourself.

Hope : The silver lining in a barn of chaos. Hope : The soft voice in the midst of cacophony. Hope : The tiny light, in the far end of the deep dark tunnel. Hope :  The calm in a turbulent storm. Hope : What keeps us alive and going. Hope : Don’t lose it, keep it alive. @ Toobrightanthony  

I woke up feeling sullen. Feeling heavy like a beast of burden. I put on my regular persona, as I went out. Beaming with smiles as I sink inside. I carry out my task as a normal human.  Inspiring and comforting friends and colleagues. I am the one that everyone looks up to. Deep down I am about giving up. Some are  downcast and sad. Others are elated and "fine" Don't ignore the glaring and subtle signs. This is how depression can be. @ Toobrightanthony  

Alone with my thoughts. Trying against all odds. Not to succumb to this darkness. Marauding over my feelings. Thick murky dark lump. Up in my throat. Seizing my voice. Blocking the passage of air.  The more I  lift myself. The deeper I sink. Into this deep dark river. Swallowing my being. I don't know what I feel. Anger, sadness or grief. I no longer want to live. This is how depression can be. @ Toobrightanthony