Beauty & Meaning

Always seeking company. Even where there aren't any. You fill your time with activities. To escape the boredom eating you deep. In all chat rooms, you're present. Because you can't stand your presence. You're the live of every party. You life is a sympathy. Until you embrace your loneliness. Your life will remain tasteless. Fall in love with your boredom. And you soul will experience freedom.

Always putting on a smile. Showing everyone I am OK and fine. I am the ideal guy, the perfect dude. That everyone wants to be like. I am the beautiful and flawless lady. That other women envy. How do i tell them I am human too. That I am not immune to pain, failure and sadness. They can't see my pains. I always put on a mask. @Toobrightanthony 

You took me down memory lane. Passing through familiar paths of our lovely terrain. Not void of issues but we always repair. I wonder what happened to what we shared. Maybe it's fate but no one can tell. The concept of love, is hard to discern  @Toobrightanthony 

She cried rolling on a rug. her heart was broken by a thug. She was all smiles. When she dated a dentist. She invested her love as a principal. But got no interest. She had a flinged with a baseball player. He was a hit and run. Then she dated  the friendly Casper  She ended up  ghosted.  Now she's entangled with a doctor. But she can't find a cure. This is the story of  her many lovers. Written in freestyle. @Toobrightanthony 

I Threw out old boxes, Regrets and photographs, Empty pockets and lockets, That reminds me of you. I deleted folders and archives. I destroyed albums and souvenirs. I burnt bridges and built walls. All these and more I did. To erase your memories. To wipe out our history. Yet, you're still stuck in my mind. © Toobrightanthony 

In the end it was just me and my thoughts, A painful trap, long after you were gone. I still relive your memories every evening. Reminiscing on the time we shared together. And the love we shared and had. I wish it was all true. I wish wasn't so gullible. I would have seen the signs. That it was all fun to you. I am caught up in this painful trap. Reliving what wasn't real. Atleast it wasn't a waste. I fell in love again.  © Toobrightanthony 

An endless maze. Running without breaks. You keep increasing your pace. So you will win the rat race. Competitively fierce race. Filled with fear and greed. Dog eat dog is the creed.  A senseless race with no gain. It steals your sleep. And hijack your dreams. And keep your from your kins. The rat race you can’t win. Take a break and see. The rat race is unhealthy and sick. It's will steal your humanity and feelings. It's a race you can never win @Toobrightanthony  📸@pexels.com 

Play the lottery. Roll the dice. Horse race  or soccer. Something is at stake. It's  a rigged game. Don't play or stake. You may be lucky they say.. After your next game. Don't believe the lie. It's a loaded dice. Gambling is a scam. That eats you dry. @Toobrightanthony  📸@pexels.com